...I'm doing things to keep my mind off of you.
Doing the things that I should be doing,
some good,
some not so good.
They work, but its always only temporary relief.

...I should not have seen you that last time.
Saying goodbye again was twice as hard.

…I don't know why I fell for you so hard
even after knowing you for such a small amount of time.
But I know that you're a special one.
Truly were a special one to me.

...I hope you're happy. I hope you're doing well.
I hope you have a wonderful birthday.
The truth is...I hope you miss me as much as I miss you.
A small part of me believes that you do.

xo