Sunday, September 30, 2012

Goodbye September


I am so happy that September is finally coming to a close. This has been one of the most busiest months for me. Don't get me wrong I love to stay busy - but trying to juggle school, church, friends, babysitting, etc. all at once can be a challenge. That is why I am so grateful for October. I do not really have much on my to do list other than my studies and that makes me slightly happy. I think it's a good thing that I will have practically nothing to do this month because once November and December get here...that is when my absolute crazy schedule will begin again. So I am raising my glass to toast October. The only thing I am looking forward to is passing all of my tests and trying to decide on what to be for halloween. Oh and let me not forget all of the chill coffee and tea drinking times that I will be having this month. Hooray. 

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Once Again

I seem to tell myself this every beginning of a semester, "I'm not going to procrastinate, I'm not going to procrastinate" but alas I do and I always end up getting hurt in the end. Why can I not just learn my lesson?! It really is starting to frustrate me because I never listen to myself. Although I have noticed that I do most of my procrastination when I am doing something that is too difficult for me to accomplish.

Now I am realizing that I wish I was the type of person that fights in order to get through a difficult situation. Maybe I am a fighter? I have been through hardships, I didnt procrastinate then...life was not letting me put those situations in the back burner. Yeah, I am a fighter.

But still - when it comes to difficult school work I just flat out do not want to do it. Someone please shoot me now. I dont even know why I am in school to begin with. Why? Seriously, why? I guess I'll just keep fighting through the school work and once I get through another semester maybe then I will find out. 

Sunday, September 2, 2012

Fresh

This is going to be interesting. I have been using tumblr as my main blogging site, but for a while now I have been wanting to switch over to blogspot; I feel that it is way more personal. I'm excited! I'm finally figuring out how to use everything and getting familiar with all of the links and what nots.

Well hello. For those of you who have been reading my tumblr page thanks. For those of you who havent this is the link for it:
http://mellowmisa.tumblr.com
check out some of my posts if you'd like.

So this is basically just for me and my loved ones to read because I am planning on deleting my facebook account pretty soon. Mainly this is just a place I will write down my thoughts. I have noticed that I usually blog when I am feeling really sad. I will tell you straight up that I am not some emo girl who mopes around all the time. I am probably one of the happiest people that you will meet (especially with all of the tragic events that I have been through in the past two years). So I apologize in advance. I'll try and post on here when I'm feeling happy too! This is just going to be me documenting important events that happen in my life...and moments when I am bored out of my mind.

Welcome to my thoughts and thank you for reading!! xoxo