Friday, October 14, 2016

smitten

There are so many things that I want to write about. One is about finding a new job. I knew that the right job was going to come up and it did, I am sooooo happy where I am at. Another thing is school. My graduation invitations came in the mail this week and I got a little emotional. I haven't been freaking out as much as I thought I would be this far into the semester, but I can tell that my body is slowly tingling with anxiety about the next couple of months. I have two more months left. Wow. The last thing is my sweet boyfriend. I am completely smitten with him. I love him. I absolutely love him. Long distance is so hard. There have been a couple times where I think, "is this all really worth it?" It sucks missing the guy that you care so deeply about. But I am lucky to have a guy who LOOOOOOVES to communicate. I am smiling now just thinking about him. There are so many things to consider when it comes to long distance. My main thought, which I try to ignore is, "when is the finish line to all of this?" Having that thought linger in the back of your mind leads to problems and we have come to the conclusion that we will just not think about it and take every day as it is. I should probably write a whole post about long distance and all of the negative thoughts that come along with it. That'll be a super long post, so who knows if I'll get around to it. Unless someone out there really wants to read about it. But anyways, my life has been slowly knitting itself back together. I am at a somewhat good place right now. Lets just see how these next few weeks go.