(For those of you reading this I am so sorry that I am about to sound emo)
Well it happened. I ended up getting hurt and it blows.
One of the most worst feelings ever is to be felt as though you were used. That is exactly how I feel. Maybe I'm overreacting? I don't know. But I'm deeply hurt. Its time that I place yet another bandage over the small indent that my heart has endured.
I fall too easily and I just wish that I wasn't like this. I wish that my heart was stronger and that I don't put my guard down easily. I wish that fake people were never brought into this world.
But its just the way that things are. These past days I have felt as though I am not valuable, I am not good enough, I am just another one, another number added to the long list.
I should have known. Now I need time to heal. To be honest it's stupid how I'm feeling right now. But I just can't help it.
I wish I wasn't as hurt as I am right now. Why though? Oh yeah, it's because I was lied to and promised certain things.
I'm a mess. But you live and learn.
There, I am done.
But know what makes me extremely happy? Pink tulips and pie. So today I took a trip to the loveliest garden in downtown Houston and ate at the amaaaaazing House of Pies. Thank you Jesus for giving someone the thought of opening this diner. It brought up my sprits today :)
Once again I'm SO sorry for sounding really depressed.
xoxo
