Thanks for keeping me company while I was having a strange day.

My day wasn't going completely bad per se. 

I was just in a weird mood and found myself doubting everything - 

Talking myself down, telling myself that I wasn't good enough, I wasn't capable of succeeding with some things that I'm dealing with right now. 

Relationships & school work.

But then you came along and brought a tiny bit of joy and laughter. 

I found myself laughing hysterically and the sight of having a squirrel plant its baby ass directly on my lap. 

You just wouldn't quit. You were a persistent little thing. 

You would have probably clawed your way up my chest and face just to grab the peanuts that I luckily had stashed in my bag.

Then, in that hilarious moment, you taught me a lesson:

Dont quit, you are good enough.

I guess I need to start being as persistent as you were with those nuts.

And of course I am good enough because you chose to annoy me.

Right after you left - fully satisfied from all the peanuts - 

I RSVP'd for something that I was scared about,

I sent an email that I was nervous about,

I finally said no to that person,

and then said yes to the other person.

I was making these scary decisions that I had been putting off for a while now. 

So thank you little obese squirrel. 

Thanks for choosing to walk on me and showing me this lesson. 

I'm not sure if you were a gift from God, my dad, or just a coincidence in which I thought too much about. 

You certainly were cute and just what I needed. 

Hopefully I'll see you again little mamma.