Goodbye September

Sunday, September 30, 2012


I am so happy that September is finally coming to a close. This has been one of the most busiest months for me. Don't get me wrong I love to stay busy - but trying to juggle school, church, friends, babysitting, etc. all at once can be a challenge. That is why I am so grateful for October. I do not really have much on my to do list other than my studies and that makes me slightly happy. I think it's a good thing that I will have practically nothing to do this month because once November and December get here...that is when my absolute crazy schedule will begin again. So I am raising my glass to toast October. The only thing I am looking forward to is passing all of my tests and trying to decide on what to be for halloween. Oh and let me not forget all of the chill coffee and tea drinking times that I will be having this month. Hooray. 

Once Again

Tuesday, September 04, 2012

I seem to tell myself this every beginning of a semester, "I'm not going to procrastinate, I'm not going to procrastinate" but alas I do and I always end up getting hurt in the end. Why can I not just learn my lesson?! It really is starting to frustrate me because I never listen to myself. Although I have noticed that I do most of my procrastination when I am doing something that is too difficult for me to accomplish.


Now I am realizing that I wish I was the type of person that fights in order to get through a difficult situation. Maybe I am a fighter? I have been through hardships, I didnt procrastinate then...life was not letting me put those situations in the back burner. Yeah, I am a fighter.

But still - when it comes to difficult school work I just flat out do not want to do it. Someone please shoot me now. I dont even know why I am in school to begin with. Why? Seriously, why? I guess I'll just keep fighting through the school work and once I get through another semester maybe then I will find out.