Please Stop Ghosting Me.

Monday, September 12, 2016

Why does looking for a new job feel like I'm dating again? I literally feel like I am on tinder swiping through different jobs. I get excited when I find a job that pays semi-decent. I get extremely excited when I get that email or call saying, "hey we like your resume! You want to come on in for an interview?" Then I get dressed up and practice my confidence. I'm usually not nervous when I go into interviews because I know that I am pretty great at what I want to do and I am generally a well liked person. Anyways, the interview always goes well and I always hear, "you will hear from us soon." I walk away feeling empowered and elated. Days and weeks go by and all I see in my inbox are coupons for H&M, Pizza Hut, and Forever21. I was ghosted by job. This has happened to me, within two months, about  f i v e  freaking times. I know five times doesn't sound like a lot, but when you are constantly sending out your resume to internships and part-time positions, five times can get to you. I'm trying to not get discouraged. I know that the right job is out there for me, I know that the right internship is waiting for me. My savings account may be dwindling and I find myself eating butter and bread for breakfast and cereal for dinner, but its ok. Something is going to come up.


Anyways, that was my rant and that has been the cause of the stress in my life so far. Besides that everything is going great! I leave for Colorado on Friday so I can spend time with my boyfriend. I'm swooning for this guy real hard. He is a freaking gem and everyday I am reminded at how lucky I am to have him in my life. 

That's the end of this post. I was ranting and then gushing. Now here are the pictures :)

The First of Many

Sunday, August 21, 2016


Well???? I'm back. I always take these long breaks from blogging. My life has been exciting and busy. The other day I was talking to my boyfriend and was mentioning how I was sad because this year has been pretty interesting and I have rarely been documenting any of it on here. There was my first trip to Colorado in May, my second trip to Colorado in July, my summer classes, passing all of my summer classes (!!!). There was my spring break Austin adventure, my other Austin adventure that I went on in May. Where have I been? I've been lazy on the blogging part, thats what. It makes me sad. 

The reason why I'm back is because tomorrow I start my * l a s t * semester of college. My OFFICIAL LAST SEMESTER OF SCHOOL!!!!!! TOMORROW! ITS HAPPENING! I'm going to make sure that I take time out of my life to document my daily happenings. I'm not sure I'll write on here everyday. But I'm going to make it a priority to write on here. I need this. This blog is what helps me focus and what keeps me sane. It always has been. 

What is new with me? Lets see. I have been jobless for about six weeks and I have applied to 26 jobs and counting. I have been stressing about not having a job because I need money. I just payed for my tuition, I still need to buy my books and art supplies, I need to start thinking about graduation costs as well. There have been nights where I wake up and am terrified of using up all of my savings. I will get a job soon though. I'm not going to give up on applying and emailing companies. Things are going to be ok sooner or later. 
I have been reading Harry Potter (for the first time) all summer. Right now I am on book four and can tell that this book is going to be darker than the rest. So far the Prisoner of Azkaban is my favorite. 
I have also been watching Breaking Bad (once again for the first time) and my boyfriend is loving watching me react to the intense parts. Hahahah he finds my squealing absolutely hilarious. 
Oh yes, and the boyfriend. I still have a boyfriend. Surprisingly he has still been sticking around :) We are doing the whole long distance thing. He lives in Colorado and I still live down here in Houston. We make it a goal to see each other once a month and so far that is what has been happening. I'm going to see him in two weeks for his cousins wedding and I caaaaan't wait! This is going to be the first time that I am going to a formal event with a guy. I didn't have a date for prom, guys didn't seem to like me in high school haha. 

Anyways, my life has been pretty good besides being poor and freaking out about my expenses. 

Thanks for reading my ramblings. 

Talk to you soon ♥