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Summmmmer 2k14. Currently. (photo dump)

Saturday, June 28, 2014

My goodness. I haven't been blogging lately and its cause this summer is just too good to get away from. It has been busy and filling up with some of the best memories to date. So here is just a couple of moments from these past few months:










These are just a tiny amount of photos that I have been taking this summer. I still have a ton of photos to finish editing, especially of my sweet Korea trip. Now that this summer has finally settled down a little I can finish editing all these things!

So yeah, it's been
happy
sad
joyful
filled with missing & thinking about a certain someone
working a butt load of hours
hanging out with old & new friends
making smart decisions
making bad decisions
planning secret parties
worrying about my future
having inspirational talks with people that I love most
learning new things
and as always,
loving on everyone that comes my way (except for these certain customers that come through starbucks. You airport employees *cough, cough: super shuttle guys* I will never love on you because you're always a pain)


oh its been so good.


Keep it up summer.

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Numb.

Tuesday, July 02, 2013

Every. Single. Time. 

Twice in one year. 
That's got to be a record for girls like me. 


These walls are being built so high that it's going to be impossible for the next one to climb. 
I don't even want a next one. Ever.  



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Peek A Boo

Thursday, June 27, 2013

Just popping in to say hello, and that I miss blogging on here. I mentioned that I had a feeling that this summer was going to be fun. Well it has been. Not only that but it has been SOOOO crazy busy and stressful. I had no idea that this summer would be as chaotic as it has been. I'm stressed, stressed to the point that I was having a mini panic attack the other day. I had to calm myself down and b r e a t h e. I have lots on my mind during this season in my life.
As I guess you can tell, I do not handle stress well. 
But I am learning to manage my time wisely and when I need to say, "enough".
So I guess that's a good thing? 








I do have some good news. I have much to share on here. So stay tuned!


♥ misa

p.s: you could follow me on instagram @cloudychase if you want to see what I'm doing daily.


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These Nights

Thursday, May 23, 2013


Lately I haven't been able to sleep or I fall asleep and wake up after a couple of hours. I am in no way an insomniac. I love my sleep but it's been hard at getting a good nights rest.

I heard from someone once that if you can't sleep at night it usually means that someone is up at that exact moment thinking about you.

and you know, I hope that little myth is true.

These past couple of days have been pretty amazing.

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Heeey

Thursday, May 02, 2013

You know when you're having a lot of fun it always seems as though the time just fly's by? That is how this past week was. Thankfully I have a camera on my phone to document bits and pieces of the excitement that was had.












I spent time with friends, went to art exhibits, ate out almost every day, study - study - studied. Which reminds me that I need to study again. I have final exams next week and you all pretty much know that feeling. 

Well I'm off to study. I hope you all have an amazing week filled with love and happiness! 


♥ misa

p.s - summer is almost here. ALMOST HERE.

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Just Pure Goodness

Thursday, April 25, 2013
















Life has been so good lately. I'm so happy right now that I'm almost in tears.

This month I have been learning more about who I am as a person and it has been a great little adventure. I have also been getting myself mentally ready for the changes that will hopefully be taking place in the future. I feel like I am in a time in my life where I'm saying "out with the old and in with the new." I am ready to embrace these changes, go with the flow and see what the next phase in this chapter is going to be.

On a totally random note, I want to say that I love all of you who read my blog! I know that it is mostly my friends, family, and occasionally my followers (and maybe some random creepers. Hello creepers!) But I'm so glad that I have a little place in this world where I can share my feelings and life with you guys. I promise that I will start sharing things on here that will be more....umm....interesting for you all.

I love love love you all and wish that I could just give you all the biggest hugs.

♥ misa

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Dear April

Sunday, March 24, 2013






Dear April,

Please get here as soon as possible. I know that you're so close that I can almost touch you but you're not getting here quick enough. March has been such a roller coaster type of month and I really don't like it. I am so fed up with how I am feeling right now. I'm exhausted. I've been praying hard that I can feel good again. April - I hope that you bring me happiness, joy, and love. It's something that I am missing terribly right now. 

love,
misa

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Once Again

Thursday, March 14, 2013


(For those of you reading this I am so sorry that I am about to sound emo)
Well it happened. I ended up getting hurt and it blows.
One of the most worst feelings ever is to be felt as though you were used. That is exactly how I feel. Maybe I'm overreacting? I don't know. But I'm deeply hurt. Its time that I place yet another bandage over the small indent that my heart has endured. 
I fall too easily and I just wish that I wasn't like this. I wish that my heart was stronger and that I don't put my guard down easily. I wish that fake people were never brought into this world. 
But its just the way that things are. These past days I have felt as though I am not valuable, I am not good enough, I am just another one, another number added to the long list
I should have known. Now I need time to heal. To be honest it's stupid how I'm feeling right now. But I just can't help it.
I wish I wasn't as hurt as I am right now. Why though? Oh yeah, it's because I was lied to and promised certain things. 

I'm a mess. But you live and learn.

There, I am done.

But know what makes me extremely happy? Pink tulips and pie. So today I took a trip to the loveliest garden in downtown Houston and ate at the amaaaaazing House of Pies. Thank you Jesus for giving someone the thought of opening this diner. It brought up my sprits today :)

Once again I'm SO sorry for sounding really depressed.  

xoxo